Ready Set ....Go?

So I've decided to finally just grin and bear it

I need to lose this weight. Jayden turns one in 3 months. So I have three months to lose 30 pounds(atleast). I have to do this. I really need to just get into the mentality of losing weight. I can't stand being this overweight. I hate looking at myself. I hate buying clothes with XL on the label when I used to buy clothes in S or XS ugh. and Yes I know that I should be grateful to have the life that I do have, or w.e. I just want my body back.

School starts on Thursday. Right now I'm registered for 15 hours. But Monday I'm going to drop one, because we don't haveinternet at the house, so I really don't want to take anymore than I have. This past summer semester was hard without internet. even for the littlest things, I'd have to stop everything. So yea.

Jayden turn 9 months on Thursday. i can't believe how fast it's gone by. I can't believe how big he's gotten and how much he's already learned.